Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Aaron K.'s LiveJournal:

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Friday, October 23rd, 2009
12:32 am	Some good, some bad...  Been to long.   But to be fair I've been very busy. Things in my life are really looking up.  New job, (A good and well paying one at that), new girl (who is amazing and so damn cute it's silly).  There are mild complaints with both,  Job:  working Saturdays is a pain.  I want a damn weekend!  Girl: she lives 100 miles away so we only see each other every other weekend or so.   But that stuff is so minimal to how good things are I just shrug them off. Thats not to say everything is rosy, but to be bluntly honest I don't even want to bring said things up.   So I just want everyone to know, I'm doing great.  I get to see the lady tomorrow and I couldn't be happier. :) P.S.  Some of you may remember this crazy tournament I was in last year called Bash Wars.  I asked you to join the group and vote for The Count from Sesame Street who was my character.  Well I won, and I'm now trying to repeat as champion.  If you joined last year and haven't deleted your membership go here before Saturday at 11:59 pm: http://community.livejournal.com/gore_sports/22246.html and vote for The Count again!  If you deleted or didn't join sadly you can't join up right now.  But thanks anyway! Current Mood: happy Current Music: Sometime Around Midnight - The Airborne Toxic Event (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
12:00 am	Stolen from Ryane  1. If you're on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine. 2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal. 01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? 02) What was your dream growing up? 03) What talent do you wish you had? 04) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 05) Favorite vegetable? 06) What was the last book you read? 07) What zodiac sign are you? 08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 09) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you. 16) Do you have any pets? 17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22) What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested? 24) Bottle or can soda? 25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? 26) What's your favorite place to hang out at? 27) Do you believe in ghosts? 28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? 29) Do you swear a lot? 30) Biggest pet peeve? 31) In one word, how would you describe yourself? 32) Do you believe/appreciate romance? 33) Favorite and least favorite food? 34) Do you believe in God? 35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? Current Mood: awake (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 27th, 2009
9:40 pm	Argh...  Thats how I feel right now. I don't like to talk on the internet about anyone, if I can deal with it personally. So I'll refrain, but ARRRRRRRGGGHHHH, I just wanna throw a fit. I'm fine, no need to worry just an annoyance thing.   ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In other news I went out last night for a Bachelor party.  We went to the Gun Range first.  I got to shoot an old revolver, and a machine gun!  Major fun.  After that we got some grub and then hit the town in a stretch Explorer limo.  It was awesome!  Needless to say when you can safely drink in a vehicle you get pretty blitzed real quick. A one point I think I had 4 drinks going at one time. Good times!   Got home safe and I'm fully recovered, so none the less a solid weekend! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 20th, 2009
4:36 am	4 Quick news items...  1.  I'm alive and now 28 years old as of last Tuesday. 2.  I NEED A FUCKING JOB BAD.  ( I swear how many applications for jobs I should easily get do I have to put in?)  Also whay can't a place call you and say, "Hey listen, we're not interested" or something to that affect.  OR here's one, how about telling me why I'm not qualified to work in your Warehouse even though I was a WAREHOUSE MANAGER for 2 1/2 flippin years?  I'm sure it's 8000 times more complicated. Aggrivation. 3.  freckles246  a.K.a. Cassandra Anne Ambrose is my girlfriend.  This is like the one MAJOR bright spot in my life.  I need a job so my ass can go visit her more often while she gets educated in Evansville.  But other than that no complaints.  She's awesome.  We shoulda been dating for a long time now, but I'm an idiot sometimes.  I do stupid things that cause confusion when I should be focused on the the things right in my face.  Point is though, we're together now, and that is AWESOME.   I got me another redhead. :) 4.  </lj-embed> This is my new favorite Jay-Z song, and my favorite song of the moment in general.  I NEED "Blueprint III".   Current Mood: awake Current Music: Empire State of Mind - Jay-Z (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009
3:51 am	Sleepless...  Why do I feel like the loneliest person in the world when I know it isn't true.  Current Mood: blank (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 27th, 2009
5:36 am	Sleep?  Not anymore. Do I feel a bit better than the last post.  Yes. Is it by much?  Maybe 5% if I'm lucky.  I know I'm not gonna cancel my birthday dinner. So that helps.   (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 26th, 2009
5:54 am	Bottom...  I, without a shadow of a doubt, am at the lowest point in my life I've ever been.  I'm depressed, alone, broke, and jobless.  My birthday is in 3 weeks and I'm already thinking of calling off all my plans because I won't have the money to enjoy them.  But the worst part is, even if I won the lottery tomorrow I still wouldn't be happy.  Because I know that I can't have the one thing I want in my life more than anything.  And that is what kills me the most.  It's what keeps me up these late hours.   I have no idea what to do with myself.  (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 25th, 2009
3:30 pm	Sigh...  I wish I lived in my dreams.  (Comment on this)
Monday, August 24th, 2009
3:51 pm	Yuck...  God nothing more awesome then having a great dream.  But nothing worse then waking up and realizing it will never happen. Even though you want it badly. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:46 am	I wonder...  How long does one keep up a facade of happiness before they drive themselves insane? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 22nd, 2009
2:46 pm	A Service I Provide...  If any of you ever want to know, how it feels to know, what life is like when you'll never get what you want out of it.  Just contact me, I'll give you the whole run down....  SPOILER ALERT: It feels like shit.   When did my life just stop being enjoyable? Current Mood: crushed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 2nd, 2009
2:44 am	I LOVE This Song Vol. XII... </div> I love me some Dwight Yoakam, and of course I love this song.  So I was wondering if there was a video to it.  And wow there is, and what a weird one this is.  Not what I would've expect at all!  But hilarious none the less.  Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Friday, July 31st, 2009
11:25 pm	BS... How is it that I know if I complained, I'd be the bad guy somehow?   Fuck this day. Current Mood: annoyed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:06 pm	Update...  So I have zero idea when the last time I updated was but I figure I should post something. I quit my job at the theater.  I don't so much regret it a week later.  But it does annoy me not having a job.  It also annoys me that I've already been lied to be one potential job.  Ugh.    The short story on the theater is that corporate drove the managers to quit, and then made life miserable for everyone else.    I asked to be moved up to projection, and the new corporate douche in charge told me he had no time for me, and I wasn't worth the effort. AWESOME. So I quit the next day.  It was burning me up inside that I let someone talk to me like that no matter what position they are in.  It still annoys me actually, but what are you gonna do? Past that it's been very dull.  The job hunt has turned over nothing apparently.  I try to keep myself busy by going to the comic shop and doing stuff.  But that doesn't really help me as I'm not out looking for a job. But it does keep my mind occupied. Last night was the first night I just stayed in since quitting and it was disastrous.  My depression kicked in had core, and with really no trigger I started crying at the computer.  So I got off and went to my room, but before I could really do anything the power started going in and out.  So I just went to sleep.  I don't feel much better today.  Doesn't seem like I'm gonna get out of the house much this weekend.  My 10 year HS Reunion is this weekend, and NO THANK YOU for 100 different reasons on that one.  And it seems everyone else is occupied this weekend as well.   I hate feeling this way.  But there's nothing I can do about it, except keeping my mind occupied and trying to move on.  The worst is yet to come though I know.  Blech. I'm glad I could be your ray of sunshine today. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 29th, 2009
4:14 pm	Just so everyone knows... I am not actively trying to not be happy. I may be miserable but I'm far from Self Destructive. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 28th, 2009
2:45 am	Dear everyone...  I'm a big boy, I can take it. ----------------------------------------------------- On another note, work was a complete pain in the ass today. I'm all fucked up in about every way imaginable because of it. So if anyone wants to be my best friend please come and give me a back massage or at least pop the sucker.  I feel like a 90 year old man. Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 27th, 2009
2:02 am	Should be sleeping...  ...but I can't.   I can't control my emotions.  How I feel about certain people and things.  I was told tonight I'm not even willing to TRY and controll them. TRY?  I mean can a crazy person, TRY not to be crazy?  Can an illiterate person TRY to just read for once?   I mean if it were that easy wouldn't everyones life be so much more comfortable? Current Mood: annoyed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 22nd, 2009
11:22 pm	listening to "It's Late - Queen" on Blip A little Queen before bed... Current Music: http://blip.fm/~8q1ah (Comment on this)
10:37 am	listening to "Jersey girl - Tom Waits" on Blip This is how I'm starting off the day. Current Music: rl (Comment on this)
12:11 am	listening to "American Nightmare - The Misfits" on Blip A Little Danzig invoking the spirit of Elvis before bed... Current Music: Nightmare - (Comment on this)